work and personal

I have always thought about this question before
what if you screwed up your friends in a group discussion or having a different opinion on a case?
hmm this is what makes me in sucha dilemma now.. I do not feel good after scolding friends especially know that you still have to face them the entire diploma. It must be very awkward and embarrassing afterward.
But how could you be so fantastic bitch!?
I am trying my very best to tolerate with your personal life and many many other invalid excuse!
This time is just an over limit for me to bear with you, when ever I take one step aside and tolerate with your act, you will just take that as granted. Never appreciate people's effort for understanding. Never learn how to acknowledge.
This would probably be the ever last group assignment working with you.. probably the next sem will not be cooperating with such a superego girl.
You said u had gastric, sick, family issue, work.
But your facebook just posted some pictures u hanging out with friends yesterday, and you were gastric?
You said u had family issue, but is that always? All subjects also family issue then who the hell gotta finish your part of work?
You said you are ill, where the fuck is your M.C.?
You said you are working? So? The work is suppose to be your priority now? Come on la i mean, working as a freelancer is like a part timer, please isolate it with assignment man. No matter it is a short term or long term work, you will still need to complete your part. Prioritize assignment please?
Especially the most ridiculous part which you told me you didn't have a laptop and internet to access. What in the would did that came from?
How the fuck did you facebook and check in? Your iphone is linked with the data plan, please dont assume that I came from a cave.

Sincerely
Your angry group leader Sherman

and go fuck yourself for bullshitting all the way

it's been a while

The blogging mode was off for a moment, I was busying all the time concentrating on myself 

Learning how to live happy and change my attitude, because I always knew I had a very very bad temper during high school.. many factors and reason made me an angry teenager :))

So by the time entered college, made a pact to myself to leave the past and go

Well I'm pretty happy with what I have now, but I just vanish from writing logs~ reason?

Hahaa pretty lazy, getting more and more entertainment in life when you know u are surrounded by a group of pattern pattern peers~

But the goods don't always happen like that, I went through a hard argument with my dad for the first time~
Still in the brain interpreting so many "what if" when the situation goes that way..
I am wondering, what if I really had hit my dad on the face? That would be so awkward and shameful..

What a year

Hostel is still a very comfortable place for me. Enjoy the environment and people, and too often get to questioned by people why the place is so attractive to you when the regulations are limiting your act. Well, I dont have a gf so I don't need any girls to stop by my room and say hello right? Besides, I can say that I am more into my structure than females, I kinda fall in love with weight lifting. People might think that it becomes a must or a hard routine to go through, but my theory is quite different. It is a lifestyle, I enjoy doing so, it's like cumming every time you done with it x). indeed, example is gross. Yet, foods and drinks are just few step away from your blocks, and the rent consider as the cheapest comparing to outside, what else to complain right? Chicken breast can easily get from chicken rice shop, need not to cook by urself~

But mostly, I love the social life. You meet new people and get to know more about others :))

Lets go to the current issue in the campus!
some of the friends that I am not so familiar with, will make their own impression on me.

It would be I am a playboy

Or I am a rich kid?

Lanci zai or I am a gay~

Totally a big understanding to everyone who are fresh to me.
Just because I have a little athlete body shape doesn't mean I am gay right? What had the media's agenda setting told the people?! Guys with athlete shape equals to gay? T.T that is so unfair..

Another fair comment from many friends, u look gay because you wear too little or too tight.
lol, I wear singlet under certain circumstance only, because I know that is very rude outfit in some places, you could offend a lot of ppl when wearing sexy dress~

I wear tight because some of the shirt were bought when I was skinny~ plus, I would not want to look like a china man, XXL shirt for what? ._.

I am 19 and I'd like to keep up the fashion and trend, like wearing Nike,Zara,Topman. Who wouldn't like that right? But I shop smart, I would not wan my wallet to bleed like no body cares. When there is a warehouse sales or promotion~ only consider buying things u like, I wasn't born as a rich bastard's son.

Regarding my face, I was born a shit face. What to do? I cant change the fact I have a shit face or lanci face mah.. Somehow I don't greet to people is either I didn't see you or you didn't greet me at first.

It is kinda funny when u knew who I am and ignore me when u saw me, so I don't know how to react on it - silent~

Studies ok, health ok, emotion ok, family ok, wealth ok. A log report lol..

logging off

She is beyond friendship

Have you ever had a bestie opposite your gender?

Well I have one with me since I was high school year 4&5.. Back to the years I used to know her, she was short and a smart kid~ Thanks to her teaching in subject, I tend to pass some of the subject :)

She hasn't change her appearance much,still that cute and short! 

People are confused by 2 of us walking together.

Are they couples? Why are them so close to each other all the time?

And I start my joke from that question again..
Sometimes she is my gf

Sometimes my cousin, maybe?

The fact is, she is my brother..from another mother :)) too much character~

But it is very difficult to understand her emotion. But it is good to see all kinds of facial expression from ur bestie.. drunk, depression, mad, happy :)

Time flies, we graduated high school together, we entered into the same hostel, we celebrated the sem break, we listened to each and other. 

All of a sudden, frenz in hostel including this girl, left~

So it is very hard to gather together, and have a long talk again.. Missing the moment very much where the dark garden used to be a Thursday night talk.

She is the one who actually has the same thoughts with me, she is the reason why I trusted and talk much to..

Some how it sounds very wrong and weird in many ways but no regrets in knowing such shortie~

The good news is she is turning into 19 TODAY~ and the bad news is, I cant get to wish her by myself, college timetable clash all over..

I would not be able to celebrate her big day :((..

                                                       Still~ Happy birthday Celia :))

 I took seni, I made this for you! hope u like it  V (x

                                                                           
                                                            Be strong
       
                                                                     Be smart

                                                                              Stay happy

                                                                                             Stay healthy

                                                                           all the time~

 

LJF

I still have memories of you..memories about primary school, from the class Biru 3B to 6B
I used to hate u..Cause u treated me badly! U bullied me because u were the prefect~ Pinch my arm, telling teacher that I copy homeworks!
That was kid thinking, but a years and years.. We tend to grow up..
I last met you was the gathering in TimeSquare, walked through us and I saw u =) still the same old chubby japanese look~
I didn't notice the asthma is still with you O.o? Until I saw John's post in the FB group.. dark moment came..
you gone too soon..
Born on 05 Sept 93.. just 18 and a half years old.. still have so much love,delightful,happiness and fun outside waiting for the young one.. I never had the chance to say good bye?
Recalls on you..that the memories of you..
I went to your funeral this noon.. Once again.. I see you~ but :/ hmmm~
Too soon.. seriously too soon for you~
R.I.P Ju Fone~

back to log

O i tell lies again.. I manage to keep the log updated frequently for atleast once a month..
Is that that hard uhh? Well guess yes nia?
Wad I did for the past 2months after the last subject about new year stuff..
Life pretty sux uhh when people are having holidays, spending time watching movies and do whatever shit they want..
And I've been suffering for the sem2 finals.. @@ fuck this shit man!
Totally outta mood to read the text and notes, even the eyes are not cooperate with me but thinking of the chinese new year!
So lets log about what happened to the sem break..
While after the exam, supposing I would be having a great time looking for chicks and wasting time on shopping..
But then I got pretty job, to be a promoter in 10days for 1k.. and because of this 1k, I stand 12hr+ a day, never have 8hrs sleep a day and I gave up my meal!
Ended up Im rich now..bitches! x)
Nahh..would be that rich but.. to be honest~ spending money with ur owns makes you feel nicer~
Talking about KLCC promoter, many foreigner walking in and out~
Heres some racist jokes~ and pls laugh after it

I met Africans and they are real huge and real steel.. I was at the T-shirt area to clear as much as I could, one big black man came to me and ask me the largest size.. and I looked at him..

I got freaked out.. seriously he is so damn big..but not this big as Ronnie~
I nearly ask how the hell he got that mass!

The very next day
A woman who dress like this

I like the Saudi Arab people, ofcuz with their wealth and beauty.. They cover their faces and other parts except for the sexy pair of eye~ really got me into it @@ blink blink

but the one i served was a aunty~

She came to me and ask for direction :"excuss meh, do you knuw whare is setapak?"
Ofcause im a KL kid, i took train station to work, I must know the way right?
Then I replied confidently :"Ohh setapak, it is a long way from here and you should take the train station from here to....bla bla bla..."
She stared at me :"nononono..setapak...Seeetapakkk coffee shop"
My mind was like rolling on the floor laughing as loud as I could..
ended up :" ohh STARBUCKS coffee shop right? this way ....."

many dialects many language many colors many cultures and many accents

ofcuz event I am a promoter I still keep my hair up and cool ^^
till then I served a China dude.. talk many..crap ended up buying nothing..but it really made up my day when you receive a compliment saying that you look like a porn star LOL
noahh~ actually the china guy praised me, i looked handsome.. just like edison chen zzz..
I was like " alright thank you~" and the heart was thinking like "wtf man porn star edison chen? well...ok better than nothing what x)"

Maybe it was my hairstyle look alike~
but another group a chicks from US asking for direction again~ one of their fren.. A chick nigga nigga likes my hair too!! I was like "again? wow thanks nigga x)"
ofcuz i dont talked that wayz...

whats funny next..hmmm...ok~ I met nigga

Africans , yet i donno north south east or west~ probably cape town is the only capital i know -.-

Americans Australians  Korean Japanese HongKong

Arabians, the Iraq..nah..the media made them look horrible sometimes..some of them are nice people too :)) especially the women with the black mask all over their body.. they are the pretty one I dell u~

Indians :)) from new dehli in India ! LOL

Chinese from china x)

Vietnamese Philippines  hmm wad else...

Taiwanese The New Zealand Canada Russians Egyptians

AND KAZAKHSTAN the girl I nearly hit on her when I push her to buy the products by praising her " Miss pretty Kazakhstan"~ Yes Yes finally she brought some of it and she gave me the sex look after all o m g.. I think I was in love at the moment..  

Another customer from Africa, an Egyptian.. which he asked me weather I know where is it a not..
I said : " yeah the mummy!...........ok and the ...pyramid :)"

 So far I see no Mario in the town..wondering how the beard looks like..no Mexicans no Spartans and 

 Terrorist.. ~ just joking with it =)

3weeks of holiday

10days of working

almost a week time for family and relatives

and 4days for my buddy~
another 3days I stunned in the room watching movies :))

Well I managed to gain extreme weight during CNY but turns out it didn't really work out..
I ate alot and a loooooooooot of pork, siu ju, lapsap, cips, and I drank a quite~
In fact, I lost 1kg... and the abs are gone :((

weird huh...?

sem3.. time flies.. I really got that "time flies" now.. treasure with the present~ and you wont regret~
same as old days, I once blogged before knowing my result~

Tmr is the day I smell the CGPA~

Later~ maybe will be here few months later~