Damn it YEAH!

Guess what babe?
My holiday officially starts from 11am! YEARH MOTHER FUCKER LOL
Seriously I am damn high and feel like up up here we go go..
This exam is more exciting than I was having SPM..
I study more than previously..I donno why~maybe because is the 80Bugs for resitting a paper?
Fuck it..Its over =D and the exams were quite easy, just wish that i could score 3.4 and above =/
I always though I was the one who look at the notes until 3am
But the next day I realize a lot of ppl changing themselves into a zombie..!
Looking for human flash~ really weird..
some of it never sleep and have sex with the notes until the morning 9am
Later on, they screw the paper again..
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Yes I slept at 3am for one of my main paper - Mass Communication
I was planned to go to bed at 1am
Because lack of sleep will affect muscle growth xD
But im serious..I drank a cup of gao gao coffee O at 9.. The freaking drug tahan me until 2.30am
and I rolled on the bed for 30mins~ =/
So finally today is the last paper from 9 to 11
After 11,I didn't go anywhere to have fun with college mates because everybody is very tired although is end of sem 1..
SO I celebrate my self =D
Sherman where are u going?
LOL i answered my fren in a funny way : " I am going to the gym to celebrate,wanna join? it would be fun "
Yet,I went to gym for Back-Workout then pack my stuff~
For almost 4months living in the hostel,I wonder I had so much of things in the room..
=) home is always the place where it welcome me,forever..
Yes I am home with my new hair cut =D

later... 

Stop that depress, why not be more happy?

Hmm....Ive learned not to be jealous to somethings that is not belongs to mine..
When the moment I starts to grow up(yea,was childish)..this is the moment that I have to let go it~
Let it just be a memories..missing it will be alright

yet without~ its okay I comfort myself~ just let it be~
Why not live even marvelous than suffering around the corner? Depress myself? worth..? No more~
practiced with it..
and yepp =] I did most of it...I let go the devil in me~ I can control my mental and physical better than previously~

=) just feel like saying something from the beginning of my new life~
It been awhile I don't really express my feelings, my thoughts on this blog

basically the exam is still the half way moving which I got high mood for typing~
well I claim up here again and SHOUT !

The other thing I discover myself is my target is getting nearer and closer as I can feel it~
Sherman's academy will never be the FIRST dream as usual LOL
Yea..the day I took my SPM results is a 21% body fat~
As my six pack abs program did very well , currently 62kg with 14% of bf~
my wall full of 300 posters, stared at the internet guy, walked into the gym to seek for more
I am damn desperate to have a Spartans' body..more than I do haha~

I shall say bye to home workouts soon =(, cant play my fav music anymore~ I have to go out!
Some of my friends though I going to be insane for these stuffs
Some of it even worse..I look like a gay, I look bisexual for most of the men.. but yes, I admit I do loved a guy b4~ that must be a long time story when I was a meat ball..
But seriously I don't have the feeling in girls or boys yet~
I watch the mirror

I love myself more than anyone~

Exam is not done yet~

but my brain is full of holidays and image of seaside!
BECAUSE Imma heading to PD by this sem break!!
The beach body is freaking ready!

I observed the process, I smile

I talked to myself and I think

ACHIEVE the 13 pounds of lean one !!

 build it by end of this year!
FOR XMAS! FOR SHERMAN!
FOR SPARTANSSSSS!!!!!

addicted

Just before a day of my first final exam..lol sounds weird right? first final...? wtf are u talking -.-
anyhoe, I am totally not in the mode to study at all...especially the worst subject ever I used to faced when I was in secondary school. Say hello to my old friend "Sejarah" which I dumped u long time ago.. Say hi to his brother "Hubungan Etnik" which im fucking him right now..Arghh gosh?!
All about history again and again! Repeating the same thing =(
Well then..I just fool around with..just hope I pass this subject safely :)

Those days resting at home should be a study week for every student, but guess what I did?

I am totally addicted to 2 activities in my life..I am into it to the maximum and non-stop!

Not eating~
Not Drinking~ well I did celebration with frens but theres also a limit~
no drugs,no smoking,no pills or panadol in me..
What then?

MUSIC!!!!!!!! ROAR!!!!!!!
Maybe theres just close friends who knew I am a music lover..Should me music vampire~ I swear I cant live one day without music or songs~
The reason why music rocks my world, the beats the base the shit moves my body~ pumped it up babe =] when I pump my body~ I dont mean sex, is gym..working out alone need a real music~
While for songs..Songs are good for relaxing always, unwind you from busy life~
and the lyrics boots you up.. It motivates you to complete something~

Well I dont listen to sad songs!! NOT EVEN a single sad song! =) cuz the dying tune twist you into a zombie mode that you will kill yourself 2 times..

Happy / Sad = Music and song always

Although I am not a good radio audience, but I still keep up with the hitz trend =D thanks  to YouTube~

MUSIC~! boom boom pow~ *thats out..

As good music and beats require a qualify headset to play it on right? Right now I am aiming for a set of Monster headset which cost around RM1k..Geezuz Cries! man..Many people would fuck me: " 1k for a headset,you nuts?:
Well it is Beats by Dr.Dre

One of my fav rapper's product
One of my fav Dj using
Saving saving $ $

For the second addiction.
Fucking obsessed with the summer outfit~ this drive me crazy in shopping~
People studying and I outside there shopping for more good looking shirts~ hehe~
Yea shopping is really a good activity when the shirt suits your body~
Recently I brought some cheap shirts from F.O.S.

They called it Full of shits =/ cuz this company selling stuffs in bulk and %%
so what? Nice what :D
3 for 45

nice,easy and pretty cool. I just wish to have a new outfit every month..it suppose to be each week, yet dont be too greedy lorh..

O yeah before I end writing.
I would like to buy some 2nd hand dumbbell plates 2.5 to 5kg in second-hand or new one~

and a dipping belt~

so anyone who is selling,mind inform me?

Later~