Addiction?

Blog once again came into top of the to-do-list, it always occurs during sem break when I have nothing better to do..

I pretty much missed so much freelance job, when friends were asking you to join. I just simply couldnt do one thing for a long period of time! ISH!! I have task to be accomplish.. and was long for 26th May.. wondering how much would it be, how would it look like.. praying it to meet my expectation :)

Everyone likes entertainment.. who doesn't? But recently my entertainments are surfing internet and movies.. outdoor activity is simply not a good option for me.. I am just like a baby, have to be fed every few hrs..

But entertainment and addiction can be in many forms.. but how do you define a person enjoying something too much and become madness?

For me..it has no limit in doing crazy stuff... but I just cant admit that I was crazy enough to spent money on something doesnt worth it..

Flash flashing back, back in time!

Back to the days when the time I was totally addicted to online games, especially to MapleStory.. It was 2007/08, I was about 15 years old and I hated high school.. I rather spend my lunch money on an Online game.. how? Yes, buying game credit just to look good, decorate your avatar.. haha pretty much stupid.. how much I had spent?

20?

60?

hmmm 100..?

should be approximate rm500-700

each card cost rm24, and this is only one online game lol!

I played XDO as well :)

and during 2008, RM24 is a fucking large amount of pocket money for a high school student..

Imagine the amount was so big and I didn't use it well...

Well now it is pretty much better than last time, I still spend money on things.. But on a different subject..

Supplementation..

Peoples have always been asking why we should buy supplement since our body is healthy enough..

indeeddddd.. supplements are for old mans who are lack of micronutrition..

As for me.. cutting phase, I didn't much get those nutrition from food.. so~

currently taking 9types of supplements per day! per fucking day man..

obviously before this I bought alot already.. but this is insane.. I feel the same madness with myself too LOL!
lets do a quick calculation

WHEY mutant+myo = 500

Glutamine = 100+

Fat Burner = 140+-

Creatine = 125

Testosterone booster = 170

Multi vitamin = 120 +-

Vitamin C = 80 +-

Fish oil, glucosamine, calcium, clen and others erm.. 200 to 300+- ?

I dont rmb.. but i know this is very costy~
and my diet is making me bankrupt too :((

each day spending on whole chicken breast 750g, rm18-20

Oat

brown rice

vege

olive oil

rm30 to 35 will be constantly deducted from your pocket everyday...

:((

Hope this madness will end.. quick! 2more months to go!