人

aiyarhh.. just now the pipe boom here and there...
my whole house is so watery now...
even the massage chair... =/
spend around 2hrs to help daddi clean the tankie at roof and mop the floor + ready some weapon , clothes to stop the bloody water...

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back to the topic =]
just wanna speak some stupid silly stuff...
有些人，刚分了
有些人，开始了
有些人，就来要开始了

NGEK NGEKKKK NGEEEKKKKKKK!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAAHAH!!!
xD
sorry =]

banjir

my...
house...
is....
having....
(swimming party now)

a day at arch model

sigh~
woke up at the morning 8 to clean my self~
and the rest i have to stand whole day T.T
the back nid to bend aside and stand straight again to cut the cardboard~
plus~ i hurt my back muscle during back workout!
and now! my whole is just like had a hard punched on it...
so fking tired....
still have to stand for 3months... sob sob...

besides.. these days daddy keep teaching me and my brotha to ride on his bike~
and my mother...

...............
is very concern about my car license...
"when are u going to take ur exam?"
in a day.. she would ask me twice...

some how.. the god is trying to fool me around like tat...
when the time my brother came back..
he told me bout it~
then mom ask again -.-
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photo update next post

love to die

for a last question

....

doushite??

lol this topic is to tell those who love to die
and die for love
recently..
alot of guys , girls gays and more complain about their life ain't perfect and people around treat them unfair..
i would advice those people..

go to hell and fuck yourself then...

*sorry for not respecting death

people in Africa suffering from hunger,emptiness and other natural disaster

they dont even speak a word..

so stop dirty-ing webpage+making people sick!
nothing worth for to die.. especially relationship..
hot news in KL area.. the boy jumped off the building for her gf~
well u already dead.. R.I.P at first...

another pig said :
"i would go to another world in 45min"
after an hr
"I think im not ready to die,i can settle it?"

well honestly...
people who suicide took alot of courage to end them self..
bravest things.. if u cant do it then shut the fuck up...
broke up is not everything, just take a break...sad for a moment...so show u do emotion

since the relationship cant revive,since you cant catch the person you wanted to

why don't just walk on? let it be for a moment..

only time will change a person..

lets lame for a while
yet~whos the most fierce dude in the world? xD
the people who are going to die soon would be~

just go for a night clubb or have a 1night stand with a sassy partner
tmr would be a new day =] (hk drama)

okay~ christmas ends about 4hours ago~
and i can say...
this was the most peaceful + bored xmas i ever had...
silence.. it was too quiet for me... and im not =/ used to it..

I should stop emo-ing.. mom was right..

holidays.. chinese new year + 2011
are coming very soon..

can u feel the angpaos?

night..~

same

same as usual..
my opinion is right or wrong doesn't matter
it is all the fact..

xmas

Mariah : "All i wan for xmassss is youuuuuuu~" =]]
just another xmas day..
but it is a very memorable day for me...

it was my first day brought baby home...
well he was shaking,crying,making funny noise that i dont know what does it mean..
with the price 350 i took him home~
7 to 8 months of bonding with a little animal..
hes fully trusted on me =].. so when ever i open the cave,it hoop to me~
but just a mistake i done..
hes no longer beside me~
well things just happened so sudden~it was so heart broken after all~
the morning I seek every corner around my house area.. i brought along a sad face to school..
then people tot im broke up that why i cry..lol..
I din speak a word
how good if rm350 could bring back the love for me~
I love both of my pets...
peggy my puppy died when i was primary 5..shes 8years old
baby my suggie lost this august...=/
this xmas hits my heart alot..I felt so much things lost all in a sudden..

wish u all receive alots of present and look forward~

Merry Christmas =]

night guys...

untitled

i dunnu what to title bout the topic so just bla bla on it =/

i still remember we went to education fair just a week ago~
guys and girls are busy collecting brochure as I am one of it doing the same too xD

but uhh...when I took one "nursing"
that lady looked at me for a moment O.O
my mom stared at me and stunned for awhile..
she asked : " zaii.. are u sure u wan nursing? "
I then replied : " I take this for my sis "

k that funny.. we both cover our mouth and rofl..
well hope times go faster and these days are boring my life~

doing nothing..read undangs...
and waiting for xmas~ and wondering whats my present for this year...
present..hmm..been a long time I din really collect any true present from relatives..
Stephanie had a party in her house !! am i going O.o?

but im quite fed-up for the environment disturbing my life..

I wanted to take the course,its at TARC
fees is cool but I got no transport
decided to stay in the hostel~
but..the fees for daily use and the hostel fee are nothing differ with INTI,TAYLOR,UCSI
my dad been account for days and nights..

and I felt like giving problems.. yet,they sounds like "why dont you try to take another course?"
my moma keep on show the others brochure, another options for me..
and I am all heart broken....

I am wondering..
why I am not the one who picked to the national service?
Everything i prepared was not for me...
I was ready shave to become a ball
and now? I have to pay for it.. to enter..?
forget it... try for free is good.. but paying 3months for nothing,I not going then..

man..3months...
March,come to me pls..
I got no else to wait for,but just you mr march..
and gv me happy surprise~ I wanna see apples around my certificate
NO DOGS , NO ELEPHANT , NO FOX and NO GIRAFFE pls!
Give me some Apples!
Show me some Berry and Cherry !

well.. when I am going to sleep tonight?
just like a fully charged battery wait for energy to finish..

firework by katy perry

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

damn the provocation

today im not going to work cause of mom told me to attend to the khusus..

its time for me to learn how to drive man.. and i gotta suffer around 6hrs time out side facing undangs and cars later~

anyway,topic of the day is not about this~
well,mom forced me to sleep earlier so that i might be fresh in  the morning~
but what the fuck is wrong with the bed...?
i went to bed at 11pm
I roll myself until 1am..listening to music~ books but nto sej.. some encyclopedia~
and finally from 1 to 3 i beh tahan liao..
curi curi went down stairs and face the computer...
 each hr i average woke up twice~
and im not going to pee...

im not ashamed to face this anymore..
let me use just an inhale to vomit out..

有些事情说过，答应了就要做到的吧？
也不需要白纸黑字写下来

need any measurement? need any recorders?
F no!
不过很奇怪的也很让我睡不着的是，为什么会有人说到做不到？

说一套做一套？

答应的东西做不到，就是谎言

其实我有说错吗？我又有做错吗？

i would forgive the novice and the first
why would I forgive the elder and the thrice
How many time i would have to be cheated?
how many time I could depend on it,fully rely on it

it that true that is a no limit in trusting a person?
please dun watch too much of hongkong and taiwan drama,those are shits..
read newspaper...

be realistic

that night i went berserk

roaring like a big cat
rampage.. i am really lost myself for the damn moment~just like screwing someone else~
because of the recalled statement..
which i call fair.......

cont next.. rage in sudden

is it?

heard from my friend..
is it like tat? should be lost for a moment from abnormal stage?

then turn back to easy mode?

education fair

yapp~ went to mid valley today and spend 4hrs time walking in the edu fair

so many college,so many option,huge department!

and so many day light dream during the counseling~

so mom asked me what to study after that?

T.T I tak tauu lahh... suddenly wad also lupa jor..
well end it..
went to pet store xD
omgosh... sugar glider went to rm488 EACH!!!!!!!!!!
AND THATS SO freaking cute.. I cant wait to kiss it!

next week  gonna start working,not a chance to slack anymore~ no play~
and wait for march...

went swimming again at night~ saw bunch of erm.. playing drums? ahh.. dunnu how to say~ 1word,noisy.. tats all..

anyway,my workouts are quite success full xD
4more pack to go in 3months time!
Scott!
im coming!

lets see some of my kiddo photo

erm, i dunnu really know why are they looking at me~
*i got a very cool hair cut tat time

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xmas coming soon~ I wanna hang out~

Hey Santa
I am now 17, I don need any present~
can you gv me a wish?

picture of mine - family

how i looks like?

am i cute?

=] my us uncle just tagged me on fb and the pictures were about 10years ago

more than that~ and my super hair style which looks like baby monk
=]
lets see this

 

thats my mom and dad =D

my dad's hair are now ball! botak~ and my mom looks the same from last time~

hmm hmm.. the guai lou is my uncle la~he is my gu jiong~

miss the moment.. miss em..

=] more photos next post...

tron

im freeman !! xD

watched TRON today~

sassi girl

and this muscular looks like scottherman O.o

-

ermm? yala i know la... you got your job mahh~
at lm mahh?

salary nice mahh xD seii shorty, cant believe that got ppl employ u pulak

congrats anyway~

friends looking for part time jobz

and i am still so fresh~ next week would be working bahh~

well i am starting new~

try to forget whats behind~

gotta spam movie now!

bye

isolate

separation

8

night for forgotten

conclusion = my chinese , i guarantee and confirm I 100% FAIL for sure..

this is sad.. the essay part.. sigh~

kk... wads over then let it be right?

wads end the let it be right?

who cares? hmm...?

let it be bah...

 

well exams past for 13hrs...

i had a out with my fren~

what am I suppose to do after all? so... O.o like nothing to do.. every night must be the late only for my asleep mode or else im just like a fully charged battery~

gosh this is getting boreeeeeeeeeeeeed....

eee... the night is still young!
dont let it stop...

Tmr the ultimate

wow...

times fly~

and tmr is the last subject which is chinese~

for this year, tmr is the last formal day i stay in the school to fight my exam~
tmr is the last day to see everyone in the school

I wanna study T.T

anyway...

what about a crazy day after that?!

!!!!

SPM 2010

well December is about to end

and my exam is about to end too!

Just left the art paper 2 and chinese!

oo... I don't really know what to splash on the art paper.. no idea

and sherman's second worry - I am super afraid of the ZUOWEN!

I am thinking how am I suppose to write 350 words? O.o?

when I tell my mama

" ma, can i fail chinese? cuz im not very confidence with it "

she showed me some face which wanna screw me up..

T.T

recently im so free and had a bad habit , each day

I sleep at 3am

consider the earliest..

cause i got no more pressure from exam and else..

everything come to the end =P

hope it works~