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i dunnu what to title bout the topic so just bla bla on it =/

i still remember we went to education fair just a week ago~
guys and girls are busy collecting brochure as I am one of it doing the same too xD

but uhh...when I took one "nursing"
that lady looked at me for a moment O.O
my mom stared at me and stunned for awhile..
she asked : " zaii.. are u sure u wan nursing? "
I then replied : " I take this for my sis "

k that funny.. we both cover our mouth and rofl..
well hope times go faster and these days are boring my life~

doing nothing..read undangs...
and waiting for xmas~ and wondering whats my present for this year...
present..hmm..been a long time I din really collect any true present from relatives..
Stephanie had a party in her house !! am i going O.o?

but im quite fed-up for the environment disturbing my life..

I wanted to take the course,its at TARC
fees is cool but I got no transport
decided to stay in the hostel~
but..the fees for daily use and the hostel fee are nothing differ with INTI,TAYLOR,UCSI
my dad been account for days and nights..

and I felt like giving problems.. yet,they sounds like "why dont you try to take another course?"
my moma keep on show the others brochure, another options for me..
and I am all heart broken....

I am wondering..
why I am not the one who picked to the national service?
Everything i prepared was not for me...
I was ready shave to become a ball
and now? I have to pay for it.. to enter..?
forget it... try for free is good.. but paying 3months for nothing,I not going then..

man..3months...
March,come to me pls..
I got no else to wait for,but just you mr march..
and gv me happy surprise~ I wanna see apples around my certificate
NO DOGS , NO ELEPHANT , NO FOX and NO GIRAFFE pls!
Give me some Apples!
Show me some Berry and Cherry !

well.. when I am going to sleep tonight?
just like a fully charged battery wait for energy to finish..