damn the provocation

today im not going to work cause of mom told me to attend to the khusus..

its time for me to learn how to drive man.. and i gotta suffer around 6hrs time out side facing undangs and cars later~

anyway,topic of the day is not about this~
well,mom forced me to sleep earlier so that i might be fresh in  the morning~
but what the fuck is wrong with the bed...?
i went to bed at 11pm
I roll myself until 1am..listening to music~ books but nto sej.. some encyclopedia~
and finally from 1 to 3 i beh tahan liao..
curi curi went down stairs and face the computer...
 each hr i average woke up twice~
and im not going to pee...

im not ashamed to face this anymore..
let me use just an inhale to vomit out..

有些事情说过，答应了就要做到的吧？
也不需要白纸黑字写下来

need any measurement? need any recorders?
F no!
不过很奇怪的也很让我睡不着的是，为什么会有人说到做不到？

说一套做一套？

答应的东西做不到，就是谎言

其实我有说错吗？我又有做错吗？

i would forgive the novice and the first
why would I forgive the elder and the thrice
How many time i would have to be cheated?
how many time I could depend on it,fully rely on it

it that true that is a no limit in trusting a person?
please dun watch too much of hongkong and taiwan drama,those are shits..
read newspaper...

be realistic

that night i went berserk

roaring like a big cat
rampage.. i am really lost myself for the damn moment~just like screwing someone else~
because of the recalled statement..
which i call fair.......

cont next.. rage in sudden