it's been a while

The blogging mode was off for a moment, I was busying all the time concentrating on myself 

Learning how to live happy and change my attitude, because I always knew I had a very very bad temper during high school.. many factors and reason made me an angry teenager :))

So by the time entered college, made a pact to myself to leave the past and go

Well I'm pretty happy with what I have now, but I just vanish from writing logs~ reason?

Hahaa pretty lazy, getting more and more entertainment in life when you know u are surrounded by a group of pattern pattern peers~

But the goods don't always happen like that, I went through a hard argument with my dad for the first time~
Still in the brain interpreting so many "what if" when the situation goes that way..
I am wondering, what if I really had hit my dad on the face? That would be so awkward and shameful..

What a year

Hostel is still a very comfortable place for me. Enjoy the environment and people, and too often get to questioned by people why the place is so attractive to you when the regulations are limiting your act. Well, I dont have a gf so I don't need any girls to stop by my room and say hello right? Besides, I can say that I am more into my structure than females, I kinda fall in love with weight lifting. People might think that it becomes a must or a hard routine to go through, but my theory is quite different. It is a lifestyle, I enjoy doing so, it's like cumming every time you done with it x). indeed, example is gross. Yet, foods and drinks are just few step away from your blocks, and the rent consider as the cheapest comparing to outside, what else to complain right? Chicken breast can easily get from chicken rice shop, need not to cook by urself~

But mostly, I love the social life. You meet new people and get to know more about others :))

Lets go to the current issue in the campus!
some of the friends that I am not so familiar with, will make their own impression on me.

It would be I am a playboy

Or I am a rich kid?

Lanci zai or I am a gay~

Totally a big understanding to everyone who are fresh to me.
Just because I have a little athlete body shape doesn't mean I am gay right? What had the media's agenda setting told the people?! Guys with athlete shape equals to gay? T.T that is so unfair..

Another fair comment from many friends, u look gay because you wear too little or too tight.
lol, I wear singlet under certain circumstance only, because I know that is very rude outfit in some places, you could offend a lot of ppl when wearing sexy dress~

I wear tight because some of the shirt were bought when I was skinny~ plus, I would not want to look like a china man, XXL shirt for what? ._.

I am 19 and I'd like to keep up the fashion and trend, like wearing Nike,Zara,Topman. Who wouldn't like that right? But I shop smart, I would not wan my wallet to bleed like no body cares. When there is a warehouse sales or promotion~ only consider buying things u like, I wasn't born as a rich bastard's son.

Regarding my face, I was born a shit face. What to do? I cant change the fact I have a shit face or lanci face mah.. Somehow I don't greet to people is either I didn't see you or you didn't greet me at first.

It is kinda funny when u knew who I am and ignore me when u saw me, so I don't know how to react on it - silent~

Studies ok, health ok, emotion ok, family ok, wealth ok. A log report lol..

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