We tend to have a very poor judgement, bad communication, and very bad managing skills.
Especially when it comes to friendship versus couple relationship.
It happens to me occationally, its like a trend or some what attitude that just happen on me.
I wonder, why am I always the last one to get things settle right. Why I ain't the one which is placed at the front?
Today is her big day. I can't believed that it is ruined just like that, I didn't intend to do all these.
But I felt left out. I am a her couple, but why cant I deserve a little more priority than others?
All I get in the end with her precious time is just, some very tiring days, sick, have to do homework, rest timing?
Why cant I hangout with her just like how regular people do? Why is that always the ill day for me?
When ever friends asked for a date, automatically it is a YES. I've been asking for 3 semester and I still get a fucking NO. Yet I get all the blame at the end.
I promised not to show my temper and anger, I managed that.
I wanna give up. But today is not the best day to be cruel.
Happy Birthday to you.
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